unclear

Recently, things in my life have seemed very unclear. I go about my day-to-day doing the things I need to and the things I think I’m supposed to, and yet I do not have a clear picture of my future. I know what I want it to look like, and I think I’m doing the things I need to in order to have that in the future, but it seems like nothing is really going to work out in my favor.

Okay, that’s a bit overdramatic and I’m really only talking about one aspect of my life but it seems to be clouding my vision. I want to see things more clearly. I want to think clearly.

In 34 minutes I’ll take my last final of the semester. In 48 hours I will be getting ready to go to the airport. In 96 hours I will be with my parents in Australia. I cannot wait to get out of the cold and into a place that actually feels like home (crazy how somewhere so far away from where I was raised can feel like home because two people are there).

So here’s to clearing my mind [and heart?] with sun, sea, sand, and parents. I’ll see you soon, Adelaide.